Me and the Cheetos
Do you know how much food they have at Walgreens? Peanuts, dried apricots, candy bars, cookies, chips. There is food at the end of every aisle. I realized at that moment I am officialy tired of the liquid diet.
When I got to the Cheetos, I shed an official tear!
I thought just 1 cheeto couldn't kill me right? I could lick off the salty powdery cheese really slow and nibble it down to a real creamy mush. Hell I could even spit it out. Would that count? Do I even like Cheetos?
At the verge of a meltdown in Walgreens, some divine force moved me to the bandaid aisle. Those Cheetos haunted me all night though!
I can just imagime myself being arrested for having a mental breakdown in Walgreens at the Cheeto Display! I probably woulda made the weird news blotter in Creative Loafing.
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Store are still hard for me so I eat before I go and I'll be six months out in a week. I was on 24 hr lock down last week because of a cake craving. If I ever give in I hope I dump like the devil is on whatever tempts me.
Keep it up! Stay strong!
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I am proud of you....I remember I cried over Pizza....cried isn't even the word....I balded
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Good for you. You know I had to stop going into Walgreens and CVS just for that reason. I thought it was just me but boy do they stock the isles with junk foods of all kinds. So many times I have been on my way home and have had to talk myself into going through the drive thru instead of walking in to pick up my prescription because I know I will be tempted...LOL
The one time I shed a tear was over spagetti. I had just had a fill and was on liquids for 48 hours because of the troubles I had. My 16 year old sister called me to tell me that the family was going to get Italian, my favorite, with just having the fill there would have been nothing I could get. I was so hungry from being on the liquids that I sat home and cried...I laugh now thinking about it...
