need encouraging
I know how you feel, it seemed like all the prep took forever! Actually 8 mos for me and I had every test known to man but during those months I went of sugar, exercised to get my heart in as good as shape as possible before the surgery and tried to make myself as healthy as I could be for that surgery and lost 22 pounds (does not sound like alot but it took alot of work to loose that 22 pounds).
Keep your spirits up your day will come too and I am sure it iwll be the best decision you ever made - it has been for me!
Judy E