UPDATE ON MARCIA/HELL HOLE

Hello, all thought I share a bit info on whats been going on since the last time I was on line.Its been 5 or 6 months since I been on this site or even to the fact or online .Well I started to find out some info about the weight loss surgery.And all was well I was getting some where lol.Then things started going down hill!!!!! To start off I was dealing with the fact that I had lost my mother a day before my b-day and the it was christmas and so I was dealing with the fact that she was not around and then my man of 11 years thought it would be the best time to tell me he wanted a break from me and his two small kids 6 and 7 years old a few days before x-mas ..(oh wait if your mouth is dropped it gets even better...Any way I made it until dec 26th a day after x-mas when some guy ran a red light and hit my car with me and my kids in it left me with out a car and thank godddd we was all ok .Oh boy it cant get any worst ...Wrong the man who hit me didnt have insur..Then new years came (yeah ) like a new year was gonna make things rite ....Any way was really feeling down and through if I got drunk I would maybe for get .Well I forgot all rite !! I end up in the er ,with poisoning for drinking to much...So that was not a good thing .Then I find out the man who I was with for 11 years was in another womans house /dont wanna know what was going on ... Then as of 1/15/06 I find out my dream of weight loss surgery might never happen ....And so I come to deal with that ,,then as of 2/9/06 I get a phone call from my brother up north my grandmother is dieing /infact she is on her death bed now and its not even a year since my mother passed. So as of rite now theses are all the small things in my life that I deal with every single day ......Makes me think...(((whats gonna happen next month!!!!!!!! Well I know that most people dont care to hear this type of hurt and heartach but I thought it would help getting it out ///but I was wrong it didnt....Any way thats my update

Marcia, Sorry to hear about all that has happened in your life lately. My best friend has had a year as bad as yours and it is so hard to understand why bad things seem to happen to good people over and over again. I have to hold on to some faith and hope that there are lessons to be learned, but it is so hard to see them sometimes. Anyway, you deserve a break and I hope you get one soon. I will wish you the best and pray that things turn around for you soon. Good luck with your grandmother and hang in there! Amy

Marica, I'm so sorry to hear you've had such a hard year! Sometimes it does seem like life is more than you can bear. When I'm having those kind of days / weeks / months, I try to remember what Mother Teresa said, "God never gives us more than we can handle. Sometimes I wish he didn't trust me so much." Know that you & your family are in my prayers. Hang in there and keep your faith. Things will get better! Good luck on your weight loss journey, wherever it may take you. Vickie J.

Marcia, I am so sorry to hear that you have had such a rough year and even worse few months. How are your children doing through all of this? I don't know anything about you or whether you are a believer or not but I will be praying for you and your family. Please don't give up. You have to be strong and do what you have to do to make a good life for you and the little ones. Good luck! Kat

Sometimes words just don't say enough Marcia...hugs and prayers to you girlfriend. i know you are hurting inside and out, and it seems like this black cloud will never leave. But it will...bit by bit. I pray God's hand of peace and blessing upon you. May He make himself known to you...and may you be able to turn to Him for the strength and comfort that only He can give. I'm praying for you. hugs, Blessings, Tami