scared going to die

I have not herd from any where aplled for ssi ans medcaid and not herd anything had to go to hospital last night could not breath I am so big it was hard for them to do anything for me they gave me a breathing treatment and sent me home I still have not found any help we are trying to get a car so we can go down to some places to get help I almost broke my ankle trying to shower by myself and I am so sad and scared that If I can't find anyone to help me I am going to die they weight me at 505 last night.so if anyone knows for a fact that a home job that really works I would like to know we live on what my boyfriend makes and it is not much and what we get in food stamps I figure I can be honest with the people here becasue some one could probaly relate to my problems if any one knows of any help I can get please let me know thank you shannon and if by any chance anyone haves any 5or6x clothing I am in bad need of them thank you again shannon And all my prayers with everyone.

SHANNON, I KNOW IT MAY SEEM HARD RIGHT NOW. BUT HOLD ON AND KEEP THE FAITH. GODS TIMING IS UNLIKE OURS. AND IT IS LIKE THAT BECAUSE HE KNOWS WHAT IS BEST FOR US. WE ALL HAVE BEEN TESTED AND TRIED IN MANY WAYS DURING OUR WL JOURNERY. THIS IS WHAT MAKES THIS FORUM SO POWERFUL. BUT IF YOU NOTICE WE ALL HAVE A STRENGTH THAT GOD HAS GIVEN US TO MAKE IT THRU. THE LOVING SUPPORT WE GIVE TO EACH OTHER COMES FROM THE LOVE WE SHARE AS A PEOPLE WHO HAVE OVER COME AND BOLD ENOUGH TO STAND FOR WHAT WE BELIEVE IS OURS. BY FAITH WE HAVE TAKEN IT BY FORCE. AND ALLOWED GOD TO WALK BEFORE US GIVING US THE VICTORY TO PRAISE HIM FOR.YOUR GOING TO MAKE IT. I WILL KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS. HAVE A BLESSED DAY. RUTH B.

Shannon... Ruth said it best... God has been the key for me also, during my journey for this surgery. Keep your faith high, and believe that God WILL do what is best for you. He's never late, and He's never wrong in His decisions. I will also pray that He give you the things that you need to help you through this... God Bless you and your family.

Shannon, Keep your head up! Things will get better when you least expect them to. I know its hard to think positive when you feel your life is crumbling, but something good will happen! I hope you get an answer from SSI soon and you get the medicaid! I will keep you in my prayers and look forward to hearing from you! Stay postive and remember you all are here for you talk to and vent to anytime, so post away! Also, I have some 30/32 size pants, they are not in the best/perfect condition but they are wearable! Some are nicer then others and some are more or less house clothes! Let me know if this size will work for you! You can have all the clothes free! I can mail them to you and perhaps you can pay the shipping! Let me know and I will go thru everything and get you some things together! MICHELLE

Shannon, Here is a link to vocational rehab. I understand they will sometimes pay for an individual to have weight loss surgery. I am not sure if this is the main link or not, but maybe you can find a number for your area and see if they can help somehow! http://www.rehabworks.org/ Best of luck Michelle

Shannon, my soul cries for you . I feel so lost and can relate to your feelings. You need to believe that good things are coming to you soon. Please try to stay calm and focused as stress and worry only add to the problems effecting you. (((hugs))). Brenda Lee.

thank you all for you r help and words of wisdom