I am packing my bag.
It is now very late but I am still trying to get my stuff together to leave. I finally decided anything I don't have with me is not important.
My hubby , myself and our two daughters will leave in the morning for Jacksonville. About a 5 hour drive. We will get settled in tomorrow night and then Monday I have pre op and then Tues will be my surgery day.
I feel confident in this now. I know I am making the best decision for me. I have had a little "conversation" with God and we see this as my best chance to make life good again. I want to watch my children excell and my grandchildren grow up. I want to be a participant and not a spectator of life.
Gotta go to bed
and see if I can get some rest. Up in the morning and off to start my new life. You all have a great week and good luck to all that are having surgery while I am gone.
Carol


As long as you know you are moving in the right direction everything will work out. I thought that I would be so happy if only half of what people told me would happen> They never could have told me what a positive difference it would be. The same surprises wait for you and your family. Just trust that you are moving in the right direction. You will be in my thoughts and pryers. Please try to keep us posted. The sun is about to come up on the rest of your life. Brian