A little rant..

I can't wait for this surgery, I hope I can find a way to get it before I lose it. I didn't realize how ugly I was until I saw those pictures of myself recently from the meetup. God ... what am I thinking... I hate...how ... mean people are .. and ... and awful I look ... God do I hate it...

Hang in there Heather, My cats are so important to me and help me as I embark on this journey..Hang in there on those bad days. Kirsten

I was in the Dr's office the other day and saw myself sideways in the mirror while sitting on the table. I nearly fainted at what I saw. I am there with you Heather. I know how it feels.

YOU ARE NOT UGLY!!!!! u have a personality to die for and a strive that alot of people do not have! i feel really blessed to have met you and want you to know that i am on your team 100%. if u ever just wanna talk, hit me up on my email and i will give u my number....

Heather, I don't know what you look like but one thing I will say that the only people that are truly ugly are those that have hate and evil in their hearts. As long as you care about yourself and those around you, you are not ugly. Plus from one cat person to another,(I saw your profile) cats know who are ugly and who aren't. (every time this one person comes to my house, even though she is beautiful from the outside, she is ugly on the inside and my cat runs) and your cat loves you so you're not ugly! Take care and try to get the "ugly" tape out of your head. Jessica

Heather, Heather! You are a beautiful person. I was so pleased to get to meet you at the Meet and Greet. I know we do not look like we want and there are several days I feel TOTALLY UGLY. Do not let it get you down. I would love to have your hair and smile they are beautiful. Hugs gail

Heather, I asked you to sit by me just to make myself look better - NOT!!! You're a very sweet and cute young lady!! You're SO not ugly, but I do understand feeling that way sometimes. I didn't see the pictures, but I saw you in person, and you're a lovely girl - inside and out!!!! Hey, we redheads have to stick together!!!! Hang in there, and the surgery will come along maybe when you least expect it!! Hugs, Jan