Panicking...

I completely understand your panicking. I had WLS on April 19th and had those same feelings up until I was laying on the pre table for the operation. However, everything turned out fine and there was nothing to worry about. My family told me not to worry and so did my doctor. I finally started to feel ok just before I went in. I even had some complications and a 1 1/2 hour operation lasted almost 4 hours. I had some scarring on my organs from my hysterectomy 10 years ago from severe endometroisis (sp?) and still everything was fine. Take it from someone who's been there - your feelings are common but try to get past them and think of your recovery and new life to come.

Thanks guys for all the great advice and support. I am trying to be very positive. I know it's the fear of the unknown. And to be honest.. I am less nervous today than I was a few months ago!!! Karee

be brave

I am yet another one that can relate to you!!! I have two young children and have contemplated writing those letters as well. I don't know what it is that has changed me, but as the time is growing near I am becoming more excited rather than nervous. I can tell you that I pray alot!! I have come to the realization that God will take me when He wants me whether I am in surgery or walking down the street. I have faith and though it's been a hard road getting that, I have felt much better as time goes on. You'll be fine!!!