Its been a whole year!!

So this time last year, I was laid up in the hospital in Ocala, healing from surgery. I've learned alot, gained friends, personal respect and self esteem. I've lost a whole person at the same time. I've also discovered things about myself I never knew before. For example, I have a terrible sweet tooth that needs to be under control. I don't miss soda at all. A little bit of food will fill me up. I don't have to eat it all at a buffet. Working out is fun... when you have someone to go with, but alienating when you go alone. I have alot of emotional and mental issues that I need to deal with. I'm afraid of abandonment. There's alot more here, but you don't want to hear the nitty gritty do ya?! I started this journey at 400+lbs. I'm currently bouncing between 255 - 250, I haven't really seen it dip below 250. I want it to soooo badly. I still feel like a huge person, and I still am. I'm noticing alot more hanging skin than ever before, but I'm not losing any weight. I could be losing inches, but I've never measured. I only have about 80 lbs more to lose, then I need to start talking about plastics. That last 80 is going to be much harder than the first 150, but I know it can be done. I just need to finish. I also had my first experience with dumping last night. I had a small slice of birthday cake for my birthday and well, WOW. I can see now why people dont like it! OWIE!!! Anyways.. Keep praying for me, to hang in there, and get this done, I'll get there eventually. My double chin is almost gone!!

Well were Very Happy for you and we'll see you down there someday. I have 6 weeks to go for my Re Birthing Birthday too. I've gone from 600 down to 420 but I'm still trying most of the time and get right back on Program if I do stray from time to time. If I didn't enjoy myself with Little Success Treats, I'm sure I'd be a failure in this Lifestyling Change of our New Healthier Lifes. But keep up your good deeds and we'll all be the healthier. Will you be making an appearence at the OH Conference, the weekend of May 5th, in Orlando. I've secured the Location for the "Friday Evening Meet & Greet" today? Mike

Michael, I'd love to, but I'm too new to take off from work yet.. Thanks though! Amy

Hey Amy! I just sent you an email! Anyway you will get back into the swing of things and back on track. Remember all that you've learned this past year. You have been successful even if you don't lose another pound. You will though! I know it! Love ya, Kat

Hi Amy Sure miss reading your posts every day,,,,gheesh,,,,I still miss the old forum. You have done fantastic!!!! Seems like your body is just catching up to the rapid, and huge loss. You will surely be on your way again in no time. Don't be a stranger!!!

Happy Re-Birthday, Bella!! Kristen

Hello Amy, I so glad you posted, I was wondering about you. I wish we could have had a meet and greet before you left Florida. I'm so happy things are working out for you. How's your new job & Texas & hows your hubby? Keep in touch & don't be a stranger Julie

Julie, Holy Batman girl!!! You look amazing!!! Go Julie, Go Julie... New job is alright, Texas is nice and the hubby... well he's workin sooo much. poor guy. Thanks for posting! Amy

Congrats - you are doing so great and should feel proud of yourself... you'll get there - just hang tight... it takes time getting used to the new you... just enjoy those "woo hoo" moments for all they're worth! You look great - keep up the good work! ~ Monica

Thanks for the comment Monica, I wish I had made it to more groups while I was there. *sighs* oh well. Thanks, Amy