Slowing down
Good Morning All!!
Well...here I sit 9 months out and down 129 pounds. I have 11 left to get to my goal weight. The loss is really slowing down now and it's frustrating me. A huge part of it is what I'm eating. I find myself thinking "well...I only have 10 pounds to go, I can have this handful of chips" or "I miss having a sandwich, I'm going to splurge and have bread". I'm rationalizing with carbs because I'm so close to my goal. I know this is a huge contributor to my loss slowing down, but I just can't seem to get past this way of thinking. I guess I should be looking at it that I'm still losing (but very slow) rather than stalling or gaining...but I don't. Another thing that is making this eating "ok" is that my original weight goal before I had the surgery was 150, I then changed it to 140. I'be been fluctuating between 149 and 151...so somewhere in the back of my mind maybe I'm thinking I'm close enough to my goal weight??? I don't know...ugh...it's frustrating! I know I can do this, I just need to let the DS do it's magic, but sometimes those old habits and thoughts surface and they are hard to fight off.