Been A Rough Week

So, My bills are still behind and I am struggling to pay my rent trying to catch up from being out of work for so long. To make things worse...my African Grey Parrot had to be put to sleep Monday night. We had him for 28 years. He was like a kid to me. They are extremely intelligent like a five year old human. It was the most horrible thing ever. He was talking to us up until he went to sleep. I really loved that bird.

My son and him were best friends. He helped my son get through a really rough time after my divorce. My son spent about an hour just BOOHOOing in the living room last night when he came home from a friends. I have never seen my son cry like this. He is 22 years old. It broke my heart to listen to him. I know God does not give you more than you can handle but my plate is just about full. To top it off my old dog was breathing really bad this morning. I was like, "Please God no more for now."

Just venting here. I know it is not related. Any prayers and good karma you can throw my way is very much appreciated. All this stress is making me eat horrible. SUgar, sugar, carbs CARBS! My butt hurts from diarrhea and I am just on a bad eating binge due to stress. This sucks. I am going to work on that today. 

We are so sorry to hear all you are going through.  And our condolences on the loss of your Parrot.  Special does not cover how wonderful they are.

They say the Lord does not give us more than we can handle but sometimes I say Lord I was 5'10" when we started and now I am 5'4"  Can you cut me some slack?  

We are sending hugs      Have you reached out in your area to a support group, church and or some kind of support?    Being alone during a sad time is the worst.  Sending positive thoughts 

So sorry for your loss, it is so hard!!  Our pets are truly amazing, they know our deepest and darkest secrets and don't tell anyone! I lost my dad this week so it has been horrible for me as well.  We will get through this, one day at a time.  

Oh honey!!! I'm so sorry for your loss!!! You are in my sincere prayers!!!

I am so sorry for your loss. God bless you and your family. 

I'm so sorry. I remember how much I balled when they my MIL's pooch to sleep and I never would have expected that reaction.

It sucks when life throws so much at you. You just have to believe that things will improve soon and that you'll come out stronger.

I'm sending up prayers and a great big ((HUG)) to you.

I'm so sorry for your loss! Those of us who love animals understand.

Larra

Oh goodness, your poor family.....  Ive had a bird in the past.  A "Dusky Headed Conure",  named Dusty....hence my name....   I will never forget him.....They are little humans......I will be praying for your family and your sorrow.....

I'm so sorry for all that you're going through, you're in my prayers!!!

I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to you and your son. Sending up prayers and send positive vibes your way too.

--gina