April 3rd is coming fast...

I am getting nervous I just can't get over that dr Stewart has only done a dozen of the RNY to DS revisions. I wish he had left that part out lol I am sure I will be fine and know he is a ds god just anxious I guess.

i want this badly I don't want to die I know it morbid but I have a family that depends on me... Sorry jut talking my feelings out. Thanks for being here guys.

the chances of death are minimal. You will be okay. =) Praying for ya. You are doing the right thing. Dr. Stewart will take good care of you. Stewart is still the best surgeon in Dallas for this. 

Go into this surgery with a positive mind.  The more positive the quicker the recovery.  Be strong, think strong, only think positive thoughts.  Your family needs you to focus on you right now, not them.  They need for you to concentrate on focusing on your goal.  You are worth it!