Bad toilet pics and other catastrophes.

Hmmm I'm 18months out from getting my DS.  I ******g love it madly.  I am paying it forwards like a maniac but one thing I'm still battering about is my own self image.  Who am I and what do I look like really?  I still think I'll see a fat chick in the mirror.  When I eat a chocolate bar or a packet of crisps I still expect to see my guilt manifest in rolls of fat.....that just don't come.

I'm at that irritating "hey look at me I'm not fat anymore phase".  Feel free to ***** slap me in person for being ******g irritating.  There is the weight thing. Being SMO I never planned that I'd get below 170lbs.  That was the goal I wanted but secretly knew I'd never reach...EVER.  That would be my dream.....really........I'm 147lbs and still losing.  I'm not trying to lose but my weight hasn't settled at all.  I thought it had at 150lbs and was pleased but nope....still losing. 

So here I am. I'm skinny!  I'm also delightfully taking pics into a dirty bathroom mirror that makes me look like I have jet streams of snot all over me or have been an extra in a video nasty.  He he heee. If you look closely there are baby wipes on the top of the loo (always be prepared)!

Fatty:



More fatty:


Skinny smeary face:


snot comet

Kirmy- You are SERIOUSLY SKINNY! Holey shamoley. Is that a hip bone I see? That is unbelievable. Good for you!

Yup hip bones...also I can't sit for too long as my boney arse hurts.  Being skinny is all about being uncomfortable in the same spot for too long.  I can however wear horizontal stripes.

OMG you're wearing horizontal stripes. You are TINY!!!! If I wore horizontal stripes... well, I would never wear them. You are such a freakin' inspiration. Look at your clavicle! I know I have one, I've heard tales, but I've never seen it.

Armpit shaving is now weird and annoying.  I can no longer swipe up, swipe down and be done....it is a complex procedure negotiating gullies and valleys that never existed before. WEIRD!

Kirmy you look absolutely amazing!!!!! I totally agree about the arm pit shaving. I still cannot figure out how to shave my armpits so I gave up and just use Nair cream to remove the hair no shaving required. Love the glasses too by the way.

WOW, Kirmy! You look awesome! Oh but to dream! I only wish I can get close to where you are! Jealous much!


Ruby

Come on Scoob you'll get there love.  I'm too skinny though...you doon't want to get too thin or you'll look tired all the time and a gust will blow you away.

You are very tiny girl, but that gives you room too bounce around a bit. My goal is 150 but I wouldn't complain if I went a tad below that for some wiggle room. My ideal BMI puts me at 132 lbs, yeah right. I would be very happy with 150 but that seems so far away. Uncharted territory, if you know what I mean. We shall see, I guess!!


RUBY

You look great! But then again, you looked pretty in your "before" pics too.
    Is that Loch Ness in the background? I so want to visit Nessie some day. Say hi to her for me.

Larra