Let the flaming begin

Wow, BT. You may not post often, but when you do--holy crap!

Nice posts--thanks!

Nicolle

Thanks, Nicole.   I hope it helps her, and if not - perhaps others.

Welcome back LIsa!!!!
Now, don't disappear again, PUHLEEASE????  You're a wise one, indeed.

BT,

I feel like I owe you a session fee.  Where do I send the check?  Kudos for a beautifully thought out response!!!!!!!

Lori

No need - PayPal is much easier   

--BT

I wasn't abused but there is still so much "food for thought" for  me in this post.  I think there is something in there for everyone!  I adore the new town analogy. 

Thank you so much for posting it.

Becky

You're welcome.   I was wondering as I was writing it if it would make sense, or just come across as late night ramblings.    I'm glad it is the former. :) 

Wow, BT.  Just Wow.  What a great insight.
I'm so glad you posted.

No, it made more sense than I can tell you. It is all so weird to think about, and I can't feel it conciously, but it makes sense that I may be doing that on a subconcious level. Thank you so much for taking the time to post such thoughtful responses. You have given me so much to think about.

The sexual abuse took place as a young child, and the physical abuse through most of my childhood, as well as the emotional abuse. I thought I had come to terms with it, and I have in many ways, but I suppose my drug being taken away is going to cause things to resurface.

I already know I will be an angry person for awhile. I told my hubby he doesn't need to fear me wanting another man, I will more than likely be super ***** to any man giving me positive attention, as they have been so cruel for so long.

Thanks BT!

(((HUGS)))
Leila