MONDAY ROLL CALL

hey there girlfriend long time no see,lol so how ya been great i hope.yes i am going to the meeting and i would love to see you and kim and everyone one it's been too long.take care sweetie see ya there love ya bonnie

Well got back from the doctor's and my son has strep throat. He likes it because he can not go to school tom. Who would have thought????????

Hey Christie, Things are going....I am trying to break my funk....And what a funk it is. Somehow I get stuck on the perfect world thing and never know what is good enough or how to accept less than perfect. Its an unobtainable goal and I realize its something I do to myself...no one else is putting these demands on me. I just don't know how to just be okay with things. My weight is one of those things. I want to be normal. I am of course not normal. I just don't know if I will be normal or when it will happen....Okay sounds like a bit of a control freak thing going on here too.....Why do I want control...do I need control? So many questions so little answers. What motivated me to do surgery was health issues. I still have OSA....probably never get rid of it. But it has improved. Why am I not happy and accepting of the fact that there is improvement. I need to understand why I want these things and why I am not willing to compromise. Another night thinking....Someone send me a crystal ball! Hope you day is better....but I am betting you wish I didn't answer this roll call. Debbie

Actually Debbie, I am glad that you answered. The more the merry. Sorry that you are having a bad day I hope things will get better. We are all here when you need to vent. Christie

SLAP!!!!!............................. Snap outta it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry, just having a Cher moment! Love ya Deb!

Thanks I needed that! Hugs and Fleece Blankets with a pair of skis to you! Debbie

Debbie, Is there anything I can do to help you get out of your funk? I know what it feels like and want to be there to help. Please feel free to let me know what I can do for you. We all need each other. Love and Hugs. Ellen

Thank you for asking....I believe its a lot of frustration, fear and anger at myself right now and it seems to be something I have to work through. But I am glad that you are there for me. Its good to know I can vent this stuff vs eating it. I see I have some writing to do in my journal on this.... Hugs and Fleece blankets. Debbie