OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT A DORK!!!!

I COULD JUST SPIT NAILS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am one day off (in my mind for the surgery)....which simply means that I COULD HAVE HAD MY LAST MEAL YESTERDAY!!! Now, I will be on this @#$%^ liquid diet for 3 days instead of 2. Can you believe it????? I watched everybody eating yesterday and I COULD OF ATE TOO!!!! You can NOT imagine how livid I am. ME....food addiction! No way!!!! Yeah right!!!!

You'll do great. Just think one more day closer to the surgery has already passed. It will help to shrink your liver even more making things easier for the docs. I wish you well in your journey. It will be over before you know it and you'll be on the loosers bench. God bless, Mama

GET IT ALL OUT GIRLFRIEND VENT VENT VENT.I SAID EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND GOD KNOWS BEST FOR YOU SO DON'T BE MAD,YOU ARE DOING GREAT,FOOD IS NOT YOUR FRIEND WE ARE AND I KNOW FOOD ISN'T MY FRIEND LOOK WHAT IT DID TO ME,YES I PUT IT IN MY MOUTH BUT IT COMFORT ME BUT MADE ME FAT AND UGLY AND SO SICK AND NOW I AM PAYING FOR IT.BUT NOW I AM SO THANKFUL I HAVE THIS CHANCE TO LIVE FOR ONCE THE WAY I WANT TO,HEALTHIER SMALLER BODY AND BE ABLE TO DO THINGS I NEVER EVER DONE BEFORE.I HAVE BEEN BIG ALL MY LIFE AND I NEVER GOT TO KNOW WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE THIN AND TO GO PLACES NOT WORRY ABOUT AM I GONNA FIT IN THAT CHAIR OR I CAN'T GO ON NO RIDES I WON'T FIT.OR I WOULD JUST GIVE OUT SO FAST THAT NOBODY ELSE GOT TO ENJOY THEMSELVES AND THAT MADE ME FEEL EVEN WORSE SO MORE FOOD WENT IN TO COMFORT ME BUT I WAS ONLY HURTING MYSELF,NOW I WISH I WAS ABLE TO GO BACK AND DO THINGS WITH MY CHILDREN BUT IT'S TOO LATE SO THE ONLY THING I CAN THINK OF IS GIVE THEM THE REST OF WHAT LIFE I HAVE TO LIVE AND AND I CAN ENJOY THAT DO TO ME HAVING THIS SURGERY AND BELIEVING IN MYSELF AND I THINK IT'S THE BEST PRESENT I CAN GIVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.SO CHRISTINA YOU HAVE ALOT IN FRONT OF YOU(YOURSELF,HUSBAND,SON,STEPCHILDREN,REST OF YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS AND YOUR ANGEL ME LOL) AND YOU HAVE ALOT TO OFFER SO DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP YOU HAVE GONE THROUGH ALL THESE STEPS TO MAKE YOU A HEALTHIER PERSON AND YOU JUST GOT ONE MORE STEP AND YOU'LL BE THERE ALL THE WAY.I'M HERE FOR YOU REMEMBER THAT,TAKE CARE YOUR FRIEND BONNIE MOM