Tomorrow is the BIG DAY!!!
After all the testing and the cancer scare, tomorrow is my day for surgery!!!
I am spending the weekend at my girlfriend's house to distract me (she has 3 kids and 2 of her nephews this weekend)... but keep wondering if I really want to do this...
I have researched this for over 2 years, gone to all my appointments, gone to every group meeting (down in Camden) and really, really want to lose this weight that is preventing a normal life... (bad knees, GERD, diabetes, sleep anea... the list goes on and on and on) but the permanency of this surgery is daunting...
Of course, I am going to have the surgery and I know after this weight comes off, I will be thankful that I did it... I suppose this is just "jitters" (funny I never got "jitters" any of the (4) times I got married...) LOL
Anyway - tomorrow is the day and at NOON, I'll be in the opeating room being "reborn"!!! I just pray that this day flies by and I can sleep tonight... Maybe I'll dream of what I'll look like afterwards...
Pam -
LOL! I could have had you come to my house and be distracted by my ONE daughter!
You will do great tomorrow. Is there anyone to post when you are out of surgery? Keep your chin up and positive thoughts in your head. Walk as soon as you can, breathe deep (as deep as you can...) & sip when they give you your 1st drink(s).
Take care and best wishes!
Valerie