May 4th Excitement/Jitters...

Well, gang, my time (re-birth) is nearing. I completed the Gastric Bypass Life Skills Class #6 last night. Surgery is Tuesday. Clear diet Sunday and Monday. I didn't take off work on Monday as I am hoping work will keep my mind from wandering. I am clearly ready and excited about this surgery. I am confident with my decision. However, I feel nervous. I know in my heart of hearts that this is what I have to do to live, but since I have little children I am starting to question if the risk is being selfish on my part. Afterall, I've never put myself first before. Then I worry if my children will get to school, daycare, and baseball everynight as I will be in the hospital and then off my feet for a while. I have my ex, my daughter, my sister, and others helping--Gosh, I am a control freak. But as I stated before, I am comfortable with my decision, I have faith in God, I have confidence in my surgical team, and I cannot wait to be a loser. Dr Irgau's instructions were to be at the hospital at 9am, but I have to be there at 6am for filter placement. I am assuming my surgery will be 10'ish. My sister and ex should be there (names, Deb Sullivan and Jorge Lopez--you can figure who's who!). My daughter, Lisa McNulty's cell phone is 723 2311 and she will have information when available, too. I am grateful for all the experiences you all have shared with me and how much I have learned from you all. Dianne

Dianne... Can I just say that I think you are the greatest?! You have such a wonderful attitude and you are going to do just fabulous! We'll be sure to contact your daughter for an update. I wish you a speedy recovery, sweetie and may you soon be a LOSER!!!!!! Now....GO GET 'EM! (((hugs))) -Karen

Hi Dianne! It seems like a gazillion years ago we met in that first nutrition class..lol we both wanted to slap that woman who kept going on and on about cake and when she would be allowed to eat it I swear I think I am almost as excited as you are that it's your turn! You are so prepared and I know that YOU know your jitters are normal, you are gonna do GREAT! for you! Linda

Diane, You sound wonderful, your spirits and well being are right where they should be... nervous? Please.. wouldn't you be crazy not to be?? Everything will go well and soon you will be on the losing side. I'm so happy for you that your time is finally here. Best of luck ! T

Wow Dianne, Your day is almost here You sound like your attitude is right where it should be. Please know that you will be in our thoughts and prayers. Dana

Dianne, Best wishes to you! You will do great! Lots of hugs and blessings! Elizabeth M -44

Good morning Dianne!!!!!!! I am happy for you that your time has come....you hang in there for everything is going to be alright.....gratreful to know you.....on this board....for you have encourage me too!!!!! peace always....Gail Burke

Diane...Your turn has finally come around for you to be a loser! I wish you the very best sweetie. May God guide you through a uneventful surgery and a speedy recovery. God Bless. ~Shay (((Hugs)))