Mamma Sita is still here :)

Sorry I have been absent guys. You are the best & I appreciate those who even called or emailed to check up on me. It is hard to express what I'm feeling right now but alot of it is just fear that the baby will be sick and it will be my fault for not using birth control. Now, that is just to let you knwo the frame of mind I have been in. I am working on my feelings & I've done a ton of research & the vast majority of cases where a woman gets pregnant this soon - things turn out just fine. But you know how it is with kids, right, you worry. Especially not knowing. But I am pretty resigned to the fact that it is out of my hands at this point & all I can do is my best, whatever that may be. I have a level 2 ultra sound (detailed u/s) scheduled 4/6/04 to look for the most damaging possibilities and rule them out! They are concerned about a condition that is not compatible with life and hope to be able to rule that out at 12 weeks. Once that is done, I can face what is fact. It is the not knowing that has had me in such a funk. Love you guys - Kathy V.

Good luck with everything , kathy! I wish there were something I could do to help. Keep your head up, and pray for the best! Ken

Kathy, I'm a believer that things happen for whatever reason they happen. You are a smart girl and I have no doubt that you will be doing everything you can on your end to make sure that you and your baby are healthy. Keep your stress levels down as much as you can, keep doing your research, take your vitamins and do as well as you can with your nutrition. I will be keeping a good thought for you on my end and before you know it you will be bouncin' a healthy new baby and back on the road to weight loss Linda

Kathy, I understand your concerns and fears.....But just try to remain stress free and keep a positive outlook....Everything well work out just fine.....Remember just keep it in prayer.....No need for you worry if you just take your burdens to the good lord and leave them there. Good Luck Hun..... Shay a/k/a Snuggles.

Amen! Kathy, we are all here for ya and have missed your sunshine. We will keep you in our prayers, babe! P.S. Luv having ya back!! (((hugs))) -Karen

Kathy, I'm glad things are going well. Everything will be fine, just keep close tabs with your docs and do what you need to do. Glad you updated us.. we've missed you! ps. .thx for the response to my post!

Kathy, Missed your posting lately. You are doing all the right things. Let me know if you need anything. You certainly have a long list of people that are praying for all of you. Regards, Rob

Kathy, It is so good to see your beautiful smile brighten the board again this morning. Please know that through all of this, the joyful times and the times of uncertainty, we love you and are praying for you and your family. You, Little Lady, are a very important part of our little family here and our hearts are with you ... please know, you are not alone. Each and every person here is standing with arms open wide and ready to hug at a moments notice. Maybe we should be called the Huggy Bunch? Nah ... to corney! At any rate ... we love ya Kathy and are here for ya!!! With much love, smooches and hugs! Tammy

Hi Kathy, Great to have you back! Just keep the faith and everything will be just fine. I as a mother too can certainly understand the worry but I also know that you as a mother is doing everything humanly possible for your baby. So take care, and welcome back! Dana