Feeling a Bit On The Silly Side

Hello everyone, I am feeling a bit silly after the last 2 days of losing all sense and letting my emotions get the better of me. Thank you for all your kind replies, I wouldn't have seen them if not for Dianne's email somehow getting through. The site settings don't work for my and I don't get emails for some reason. Tina, I never got yours either. I really am fine. Nobody did or said anything to offend me at all! Anything I was struggling with was stemming from my own demons during an emotional time. It's embarrassing to "lose it" I am usually a pretty private person as far as my own feelings. I'm working on that though. For some reason I guess I was trying to "prove" something to myself reading soooooo many negative posts ( not here, but on the main board ) Kind of a proving I can handle all the negativity and still follow through with my plan. It's amazing the crap we do to ourselves to feel valid in our choices sometimes. Anyway, I am feeling much better and decided to just let it go. I know what I want and now's the time to just let it happen as it will. I am finishing up a few pre-op details. One last follow up with the cardiologist today and the pulmonologist on the 20th. After that it's EGD and surgery day. I hope the day finds you all happy and healthy and most of all with peace of mind! Linda

Nothing to feel silly about!!! So glad you are feeling better today chickie!!! Hugs, Tammy

Glad things are better Linda. My email basically said we have a lot in common and I related to your profile in many ways. What's up with not getting your email and posts? Hope that gets fixed. How old is your other son? One is 16... right? I have two sons, 14 and 11. Tina

Hi Tina, Not sure what the email deal is. I have played with the settings and still never get them. I was really surprised to see Dianne's come through. Yep, my oldest son is 16 and the youngest will be 13 in June ( can you say teen hell?? lol ) My email is [email protected]. Thanks for your good thoughts. Linda

Nothing silly at all about it. Just glad it passed! Welcome back.

Who is this "Chell E"? Did you change your name?

We're all happy to see you. Nothing silly about your emotions. We have all been there. It's hard but try to stay focused.((HUGS)) EH