life in the "fast" lane - LOL
i am moving out of my house. what a chore. i am "under water" ugh! trying to pack and move on my own is difficult. never knew my body could hurt in so many places.
my bf is helping w the big pieces and a truck but i pack and clean during the day.
gave up on looking for work. must say never knew volunteering would be so under appreciated. some places are great to volunteer for. gotta take the good w the bad.
liquid advil is my friend now. if i dont take 2 every 4-6 i must say my body hurts. i wonder if i have fibromyalgia. every joint in my body hurts. stiff. i wake up w it and it never seems to go away - all day. pain level goes from a 8-10 to a mild managable 2-4. it wears me out. i fatigue so easy now. the pain is in my knees, lower back, lower legs and if i dont listen to it - my neck and shoulders. ugh. it wakes me up too. what is up w this? if i didnt know better my (shhh) bowels are changing too. would like to see a rheumatologist but alas no medical insurance. . life can be ****ty sometimes.
came to the epiphany that my kids dont want to be bothered w me. as i pack up the house, gifts i have given the kids over the last several yrs were left there. since i have not heard from my kids in months. . .i get the message. as my daughter would say. . "you ruined my life"
moving in w my bf has been an adventure. he is a nice man. but i have been on my own for over 15 yrs. i am set in my ways for some things. ya know. . .stressful at times.
there are some more issues but i dont want to sound like a whiner that bad. i am sure it could be worse.
just wanted to blog about my life today. thanks for reading.
my bf is helping w the big pieces and a truck but i pack and clean during the day.
gave up on looking for work. must say never knew volunteering would be so under appreciated. some places are great to volunteer for. gotta take the good w the bad.
liquid advil is my friend now. if i dont take 2 every 4-6 i must say my body hurts. i wonder if i have fibromyalgia. every joint in my body hurts. stiff. i wake up w it and it never seems to go away - all day. pain level goes from a 8-10 to a mild managable 2-4. it wears me out. i fatigue so easy now. the pain is in my knees, lower back, lower legs and if i dont listen to it - my neck and shoulders. ugh. it wakes me up too. what is up w this? if i didnt know better my (shhh) bowels are changing too. would like to see a rheumatologist but alas no medical insurance. . life can be ****ty sometimes.
came to the epiphany that my kids dont want to be bothered w me. as i pack up the house, gifts i have given the kids over the last several yrs were left there. since i have not heard from my kids in months. . .i get the message. as my daughter would say. . "you ruined my life"
moving in w my bf has been an adventure. he is a nice man. but i have been on my own for over 15 yrs. i am set in my ways for some things. ya know. . .stressful at times.
there are some more issues but i dont want to sound like a whiner that bad. i am sure it could be worse.
just wanted to blog about my life today. thanks for reading.
I vowed to my husband, I would never move again! I never realized how much stuff we had accumulated. I packed up his house and then mine. I should have invested in Advil for as much as I bought.
Don't worry about what your daughter said. Mine says it all the time. I'm only important to my kids when they need something. I can only suggest all those presents that were left, sell them on Ebay!
Hang in there!
Judy
Don't worry about what your daughter said. Mine says it all the time. I'm only important to my kids when they need something. I can only suggest all those presents that were left, sell them on Ebay!
Hang in there!
Judy
~Believe in Yourself~
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