what am i waiting for

i feel like such a fool. Ive been sitting here at home since 8/18 when i lost my job. in pain at a chronic level 6-8 still basically alone. sitting as time is going by pain is constant w no improvement. my weight, w effort, has held. my body composition is changing to jello w/no muscles. I have no income. I m living off my smarts of savings during the gd times. i m isolated i go no where i interact w/dogs daily & limited interactions with other people. what am i waiting for? the pain obviously is not improving. the more i sit the worse it will get. dah! haven't i learned since i have sat all of 2005 and now 2006. i am working on my weight. i can control this. POSITIVE. i have no income. I can't collect unemployment since i was let go due to disability then the next day they called and said i quit. i applied for ss dis but that takes time. interactions w others face to face only exist @ appointments. my partner works. he does his life. I FEEL as if he does not fully include me since my mobility is not & i would be not tooo much fun. my daughter, 27, is off doing her life. no longer offers to fd shop for/w me. there is no one else. what am i waiting for to wake up & make that change?! has anyone else been there done this?

I have not had the pain that you describe physically but I have had the mental....Its very hard to deal with but you are a good person and must remember that. No matter what your physical limitations are...if you work or not! YOU ARE A GOOD PERSON. You need to keep reminding yourself of who you are and that remember jobs do not mold the person. Sometimes we describe our lives as if the job is the only facet of life....(money is nice and helps) with the pain clouding much of your life its got to be hard. I hope you are able to be happy with yourself soon even in the pain state and perhaps that will help you to find the appropriate help that you need. Glad you came out to share your feelings and do not be afraid to do it again. There is always some kind of support. Sometimes we have to search more for the types we need. Good luck. Debbie

Please give me a call so we can discuss your unemployment because I work for the DOL unemployment division. My name is Carol Pryce and my number is (302) 739-5461 x258 or my cell #302-722-0514. Take care and hope to hear from you. Prycey Lady RNY 2/2/05

did not think i could get unemployment. I was terminated due to a disability. I am on long term disablity. because of the wording of the termination, one day, we agreed to the terminology of being terminated by them. the next day, i got a call from hr. she wanted to let me know the wording was changed to voluntary termination or in another term - i quit. can i collect unemployment? i can't work @ this time. if i can i can't think of what i could do. i would like to seek legal advise to find out if they really could terminate me because of my disability.