Update and WOW moment

Howdy everyone! Gram is not doing well....she is on a decline. Its harder to do things for her and I am getting tired. Its hard to watch. My WOW moment was I had interview at Big Blue and really really liked the guys and think they really liked me. It was a weird interview. We were done in about 1/2 thier lights were off and so was the AC so none of us wanted to stay very long. I would so love to get this job. Please cross your fingers and toes for me! My only problem is what do I do with Gram? I don't know if I can accept a job and do family leave right away......I do want to jump into this arena again! And I do want it bad. I just don't know how it can all happen. My timing is the pits! Debbie

Good things come to good people. If it is meant to be you will find a way to work it out. Boy...did I just channel my Mother Seriously, take baby steps and it will all fit into place. We are all praying for you. ((Hugs)) to you and Tim. I am going to skip the fleece blankets this time !! Ellen

Ellen, thank you for the kind words and skipping the fleece blankets...we really don't need them this week! LOL. I hope thing do work out for the best! I so need this change. Hope to see you soon. Debbie

Hey Deb, Grams is in my prayers and so are you and Tim. So glad the interview was positive?? Must have been interesting with no AC, especially in this brutal heat. Try to stay focused and positive. Everything happens for a reason, but who knows why, when or how. ((HUGS)) Elissa

Elissa, Only I get to have interviews like that one....its truly funny right now but it was very comfortable for me....even with the skirt and pantyhose LOL. I really hope I can get the job...there were only three people interviewed and I was the last one! I so hope it will fall my way! I really liked both of the gentlemen that I would be supporting and they know some of the old gang I use to work with....I am sure they will be fun.

Hi Deb Sorry to hear about your Gram. Sending prayers her way. Hope you get what you want. Sandy

Sandy...Gosh I love the new pic of you! You look wonderful! Thanks for the prayers and I hope to see you soon. Take care. Debbie

Debbie, I am so sorry to hear about Grammy !!! My prayers are with all of you !!! Good things come to good people ! That job is just waiting around the corner. God truely blesses people like you and all will fall in place when the time is right. Have faith !!! See you lighter. Joanne

Thank you Joanne for all your support. I am sure things will work out...its just very hard. And tonight seems harder. Gram is more unresponsive. Can't move much and I believe in some pain. Its a hard thing to watch and harder to know you can't change the outcome. Debbie

Debbie, I know this is really hard for you but you are a really strong women and you will be blessed for all you do no matter how hard. You are so right about how you feel about changing the outcome. Like myself you are so use to taking care of others and fixing things for them. It is so hard when you can't control it. This is the first time I talked about this hear but I will tell you. My husband has Cancer back again. We have an appointment with a surgeon tomorrow to get a port and feeding tube put in before he starts his treatments. They are going to treat him with radiation and herbotux. They don't know how effective this treatment will be for they are limited to the area they can radiate. He has already had radiation to his neck before. He is 5'7" and weighs 122 lbs now. He barely eats. This is so hard. I even eat stuff that I don't need just to get him to eat. I know I can't change the outcome and that is the hard part. I am so use to handling things and this is something I can't fix and it is killing me inside. I know I have to take care of myself so I can take care of him. Sorry to burden you for you are going thru enough yourself. See you lighter. Joanne