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Today I had a major moment. I was editing some photos taken at a golf tournament that I helped to host for the UW. I was looking at a photo and did not recognize myself. I called in one of the guys who works for me and asked him who the person was.. I was shocked, that I didn't even recognize myself. It's like my brain could not perceive the image. Very weird!
I holding steady, losing about 3-4 lbs a month. Whatever it is, on my scale I'm 14 lbs. shy of my first goal of 140. I'm wearing any size. 12 in pants and an L or XL top. I'm feeling wonderful.
Hi Paula,
I can understand what you mean about not recognize yourself. My trainer Linda tried to make me recognize some pictures she took of me. I said oh my god I cannot believe that is me! You are not alone to feel that way! I am sure there are other post op people to feel that way too ! SMILE!
Congrats for your hard work and keep it up
Hope to give you big teddy hug at Summer Gathering Party!
Hugs
Kathy K
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LOL! Paula I know just what you mean! I had kind of the inverse experience. At about 1 1/2 years PO, I was reviewing photos of a client event with my boss, choosing what photos to place on our website, etc. I was looking at a photo that I remembered being in...and I said- I thought I was in this picture to my boss...
She looked at me like I was on drugs and pointed and said you ARE- you're right there!
I was like OMG! Tha'ts me?? Yes, that IS me! I was still looking for the fat chick.
Strange how our perceptions are difficult to change.
congrats on your continuing success. keep up the good work!
Lisa C