Thank you for the reply's

I want to thank everyone for thier responses. Peter pointed out that I sounded depressed and then a light went on. Not only did I loose the ability to just numb my feelings with mindless munching I also lost my medication. Before surgery I was taking Prozac, Wellbutrin and Zoloft, now I just take Prozac. I think that the combination of the surgery and stopping the antidepressants and the fact that I'm stuck at home have caught up to me. I didn't eat anything other than the liquids and jello which I'm allowed to have I just ate to much of it. I still have not vomited which is fine by me! I went out for breakfast (just had suger free hot cocoa) with my sister and friend. They both had full meals but I was fine just sipping my cocoa. I feel better today having admited what I was doing wrong. It's funny how if you keep things bottled up inside they seem so huge but in the light of day they shrink down to praticaly nothing at all. So I have forgiven myself for making a few bad choices and starting today off with a new determination Thank you for listening and for all your feedback. Love and Peace Anne B

That was alot of changes to go through at one short time. You have every reason to feel the way you do. Glad you were able to resolve it with a drink. The fact that it was sugar free cocoa is wonderful. And you sipped it Wonderful. Things are always better in a different light. Just don't make it a Bud light. Peter