Middlesex Support Group meeting tomorrow
I'm thinkin' 'bout going. Not sure tho....
Hmmm, you'll be there...so I GUESS that's good incentive....you're never short on the amusing comments...it really does make those meetings more fun.
I kinda feel like a freak show when I go sometimes....you know- all those folks thinking..."what the hell is SHE doing here?...well, she must not have been THAT fat to begin with..., etc"
then again, maybe I'm just paranoid...
perhaps I'll see you there.
So now I'm incentive???? I'll add it to my resume
Everytime I see you and Anahid I wonder what the heck either one of you are doing there. You are remarkable examples of success (and darn 
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There are many things which our minds have to overcome as we get futher along. You seem to be further out on one of them than I am.... looking at myself and not seeing a fat person. I still feel like a stuffed sausage, and most of it is clothing related issues. I just cannot find XXT large clothes. Even regular XT large clothes just are not long enough. And I am FAR from being able to wear a belly button ring 
Some of your feelings go back to when you were MO. You know people looked at us and would, even if only in their mind, think such ugly thoughts. All the same ones which we faced insides ourselves for years. It made us uncomfortable, and we would walk around with our heads hung low in shame. Now that you are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DIFFERENT, just as you have had to find a way to put food in your past, it is time to do the same with these feelings. We could talk about this for a day or 2 it is so huge.
I'll save you the other knee. Deb M. has dibs on one already
Peter
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There are many things which our minds have to overcome as we get futher along. You seem to be further out on one of them than I am.... looking at myself and not seeing a fat person. I still feel like a stuffed sausage, and most of it is clothing related issues. I just cannot find XXT large clothes. Even regular XT large clothes just are not long enough. And I am FAR from being able to wear a belly button ring
Some of your feelings go back to when you were MO. You know people looked at us and would, even if only in their mind, think such ugly thoughts. All the same ones which we faced insides ourselves for years. It made us uncomfortable, and we would walk around with our heads hung low in shame. Now that you are SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO DIFFERENT, just as you have had to find a way to put food in your past, it is time to do the same with these feelings. We could talk about this for a day or 2 it is so huge.
I'll save you the other knee. Deb M. has dibs on one already
Peter 
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