I got my butt in gear today

Oh Julie, I'm so proud of you! You're doing great! I know what you mean about the social anxiety, and unfortunately it's a tough thing to get rid of. On vacation my hubby & son went to a water park and I was so scared to go on any of the slides at first...I was afraid to pop the tube or heaven forbid break the slide! My DH had to remind me over and over that I am no longer SMO and that nobody was looking at me as the 'overweight woman' anymore. I wish there was some way to flick a switch and have our brains change along with out bodies! All in good time, Girlfriend! -Deb