My baby is gone.
You are in my prayers. Take time to mourn as it is a hard experience on anyone. I also lost my first child and still remember 13 years later. The pain never goes away, but you learn to live with it and keep the memories tucked away in a special place in your heart.
I have 3 children now that I totally adore, but there is always that one that I lost.
My prayers to you and you know you can always come and vent or talk on here if you need it.
Christina..I am so very sorry....
WE ARE PUT ON THIS EARTH NOT TO SEE THROUGH EACH OTHER...BUT TO SEE EACH OTHER THROUGH
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, chocolate in one
hand, mudslide in the other, body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and
screaming ! HOT DAMN.....WHAT A RIDE!!
BECOME THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE
Oh Christina, that is so hard. It will take some time to heal, but remember, you can always try again when the time is right. Maybe this just wasn't the right time for you. I know that doesn't make you feel better right at this moment, but everything happens for a reason. Maybe when you do carry to term, it will be a better time for you. Your baby was so special that God wanted him/her with him in heaven. My heartfelt sorrow goes out to you and your husband. You WILL get through this in time. Give yourself time to grieve, work through the sadness and the anger. Take all the time you need and take care of yourself. Again, I am so sorry this had to happen. No one really knows what God has planned or why he does the things he does. Try to keep the faith at this difficult time.
Hugs to you and your husband,