Am I even thinking?
Ok so I had an appointment with Liz next week and I messed up and thought I only needed a one week food log and I need a two week food log. What was I thinking? I had to cancel and reschedule for next month. See, I need a hand bang smiley. I had blood work done and my A1C is up (only 6.9 but still up from 6.5) Oh well, I can do this. I messed up and can get back on track.
You recognized you messed up. You have rescheduled already and are getting back on track.... We all take tumbles and just have to get back up, dust ourselves off and keep moving forward.
That's what I'm trying to do from my last doctor visit... still soooo upset about it, but moving forward and doing what I must do to get to the first goal of this trek. First goal is having my surgery date. I'll get that one day and so will you!
Kathy, there will bumps along this journey both before and after surgery. You are doing just the right thing, forgive yourself and start again. You will get there. In the end it will be worth the wait.
This has been a journey of a lifetime for me. Learning to eat to live and not just living to eat.
You will get there.
All the best
Sher