Fell off the Wagon.

Hi Dorota! Hey no big deal. We all slip from time to time and the fact that you realized it simply means that you will have no trouble hopping right back into that wagon. Besides Bet you got quite the "Workout" carrying all those boxes in those high heels you love to wear! Please don't beat yourself up! Know your already back on track and will be just fine! Take Care "Zena"

Hey, the heels were not THAT high.....I wore my "comfy" heels...lol But to get serious for a moment,,,I briefly spoke to you last week about how I 've been feeling....inadequate....(as good a word as any)...And I really think that is part of my problem...I get stressed, I feel like I am a failure at everything because I can't handle EVERY SINGLE THING.....It's all or nothing with me sometimes...And I turn back to that old comforting "friend".....food....Well, I do feel better because I am back on track, and because I opened up to you guys....The support I get here is really important to me....Thank you

Hey there Dorota my friend, I know exactly what you are going through, I am going through that too. Stress big time at work, financial woes at home and then on top of it I get my periods. UGH UGH This is making me go out of my mind. I did not do so good with my eating this weekend either. Its so hard for us with emotional rollercoasters and trying not to get back into our old habits. We have always used food as our comfort and it just made things worse for us. I like you used food as my drug of choice too. And of course my emotions are so messed up right now it has gotten worse. But luckily I am seeing someone to talk to and I have my wonderful husband as my support through all of this. He is my rock and I thank god everyday for that. You know sweetie, I am here for you as always, you have always been there for me to talk to. SO DONT HESITATE TO CALL ME WHEN YOU FEEL THIS WAY!!!!!! Lets start all over and try to be at the mind set we were at after surgery and start taking care of ourselves again. Your always in my thoughts and prayers honey so take it in stride and pick yourself back up, like you tell me to do. You have come so far and look so awesome. Dont let these little things sabotage your success. LOVE YA LOTS MY DEAR FRIEND!!!! Hugs KimC

You rock!!!! This is me picking myself up... You are my Kim.... Thanks for everything, every supportive word, every time you listen when I need to talk... And you always make me feel like finally someone REALLY understands me.... That is a prescious gift...and I thank you....

Hi dorota my friend(very tall friend) I slipped this weekend too,,must be in the air..Lol...But I picked myself up and your taller than me,,so lets go..Get up...Drink the protien,,run,jump chase the kids around,,and always,smile and be happy.We have things to do here,,we are all here for each other,,even though you make me feel like a pea in the jolly green giants path standing next to you,the pic kathy took was so funny,my mother said you could step on me without lifting your leg,,foflmao...( I didnt really think I was that short until I saw the pic..Lol.) please dont get depressed anymore,,,,,we all love you,and you will do just fine..Take care dorota,,,cyndee

Hello my little friend...lol AM picking myself up as well...wait, takes a while, there's so much of me,,wait, almost done........ HA, I did much better yesterday, although not perfect......And will do better again today..The walking really helped, and I walked quite a bit yesterday........Sorry to hear you slipped this weekend too, you're right, it must be in the air,,, Hang in there, Dorota

Hey Dorota, Coming in way late on this. Was sorry to see that you had a rough weekend. It is a very scary when those bad habits creep up behind you when you aren't looking. I think though, that you handled it beautifully, coming to the boards and giving your body some healthy cleansing to get back on track. you did it! I think it is normal to go through cycles of feeling very good about ourselves and being 'on top' of our game and then there are those kind of poopy days when we are feeling a little blue. We have all experienced such huge changes in our lives. That transformed person in the mirror is not someone you have known very long. And just like all new relationships, it takes time to get to know that person and to build trust in that person. Sometimes they will make mistakes, but a good friend knows how to forgive and move on. Love Towanda's mantra to 'live in the grey' Makes a lot of sense. Sending BIG HUGS to you. Hope you are feeling better. Terri

Ick....I think my body is going to need about a week of healthy cleansing...I feel so crappy,,,,,Every time I overindulge like I did this weekend, I feel it for days,,,,And today I feel worse then yesterday..... Living in the grey would be ok if I didnt have to pay such a painful price..... Thanks for the BIG HUGS, give the girls my love (especially MY girl )