Surgery is tomorrow...

Well...my surgery is tomorrow. I want everyone on here to know that I truly have enjoyed and needed the support everyone here has shown me. I really appreciate it. I really do. I'm supposed to be all excited about tomorrow. And I'm trying to be, but, my hubby has made my life a living hell today. All I want to do is curl up in a little ball far away from everything and never come out. I have tried and tried, not to his satisfaction, to help him understand and get through his issues and fears with this surgery. But, like all else, what I've done isn't good enough, because I won't give up the surgery. I don't know what to do. My marriage is slipping through my fingers like sand. I'm not supposed to be this upset going into this, but, he's not giving me a choice. Please say a couple of prayers. Sorry about this negative post, but, I just needed to vent. Thought it might help. Again, thanks, Y'all for everything. See ya on the losing side. Hugs, Mary

Oh...one more thing... Please don't write anything that would get me into trouble with him. These replys go to my email and he will read them while I'm in the hospital...and that will just get me into more trouble. Thanks. I hope you can understand. Take care.

I'll see you there, Mary. Of course, you have my best wishes and fondest thoughts! We're gonna do awesome! Paul

Mary, Good luck tomorrow!!! We all look forward to seeing you on the losing side. A new life is waiting and it will be exciting and refreshing. I had my surgery in May and wouldn't change a thing!!! We are waiting for you with open arms!!! Keep breathing, everything will be fine. Staci Leigh RNY May 3, 2004 -96lbs as of Sept 3rd Next weigh in date: Oct 3rd