APPROVAL!

Well after much stress I recieved my approval. Let me tell you about my wait. First I thought I had herpes, I was so stressed my face broke out like never before. Meanwhile my sons dad whom I have been rather nasty to .....(good reason long story) for about a year starts being the most divine man on the planet I have loved this man for 15 years but I was finally at a point where I could take or leave him mostly leave. He is so sweet and loving and has been tempting me to do some....THINGS with him but since I am trying to not get pregnant so I can have this surgery I said NO. AND BOY WAS THAT DIFFICULT! It has been so great. Ok so last weekend my moms boyfriend whom is like a grandfather to my son and we adore turns up missing. I spent all day Sunday searching for him. THEN it turns out that he was killed. THEN.... I get the bright idea to check the messages on my sons dad's cell I figured out the password and blam. So....there are about 23 messages from this WOMAN who I knew he was seeing about a year ago on there like Oh I have your shorts, and I love you, and I want to sleep with you, and I can't believe you told me not to call you anymore. So I am a freakin mess. Then the obit comes out for my moms boyfriend and they put another woman as this mans companion. I LOST IT I called his son and reamed him. This was a decent man and they said it was an unsensitive oversite. Meanwhile I thought I had herpes until yesterday and the doc called and said it was negative and today I got my approval. I thought I wasn't going to get it. I believe I am in the 7th circle of HEll Today is the funeral Oh and my ex- is in Vegas and I have not clue what to do I do accept advice. Oh well at least the approval is in YIPEE!

Holy Cow!! Thats a Suprise! CONGRATULATIONS!! YAY!!! How nice for you! I bet you just cannot stop doin the happy dance!!! I hope you get a date that will work for you. I know you were having scheduling conflicts, but the most frustrating part is over you are on your way to a new life!! Concentrate on yourself and pamper yourself, you dont have time to play headgames with a man who may not be serious. I know, that is easier said than done, but think of it this way... You are about to embark on a whole new life. There could be someone out there that was made for you, but you just havent had the confidence to find him in your current life. If this current man is deserving of your affection and also returns the affection then he is worth it. If he only wants to do "things" with no other commitment, then do "things" with him(we have needs too) and boot his ass out the door when you are done with him!!!LOL(another thing easier said than done) Good Luck CYA Michelle Tallon

OMG, I dont know where to start!! First, I am so sorry for your familabout your mom's boyfriend, that is always so hard to deal with in life Second, I think right now, you need to concentrate on YOU and not worry about your ex or what you learned about your Dad. You have the approval and your life will change in SO many ways, you will learn some about what you really do and DONT want in life.... Just take it day by day and try to relax, stay stress free so you can start on your new life. Good luck with everything!!! Judith

Hi! Sounds like you are ing toooooo much. Sorry to hear about your bad news. Life throws us curve balls sometimes. Just remember that what ever God brings you to, He'll bring you through. I'll be praying for you. Congrats on being approved! You are now on your way to a new and improved life! All things will fall into place. Have faith! Take care and God Bless! Mary