Dad's triple bypass heart surgery
Hi all,
Well I'm back. I have tears pouring down my cheeks right now but thank God that they are relieved tears. He made it through just fine. We went to see him about an hr after he got out and he wasn't yet awake. We then came back at 3 and he was awake and crying. Lord that was hard to see. I know its normal from what all he has been through but he's usually our rock. I know that has changed as of this morning when he was wheeled in. As Mom and I were in the waiting room she was saying things like " I don't want to live without him here." I was trying so hard (and succeeding for the most part) to be strong for her and Dad...well that was it for me.
I guess why I am so emotional right now, good thing I know where the keys are because sometimes I can't even see the screen, is because this is the first time I've seen my parent's mortility. They are only in their early 60's and so I have alot of years left with them God willing but gawl the thought....anyway I'm not going to go down that road because I dont have to thank GOD! Thank-you for all your thoughts, prayers and just letting me cry it out on here so I can go back at 8 tonight to see him (when visitation starts again) my strong self. God bless you all. Thank-you so much for praying for my Daddy.
Well I'm back. I have tears pouring down my cheeks right now but thank God that they are relieved tears. He made it through just fine. We went to see him about an hr after he got out and he wasn't yet awake. We then came back at 3 and he was awake and crying. Lord that was hard to see. I know its normal from what all he has been through but he's usually our rock. I know that has changed as of this morning when he was wheeled in. As Mom and I were in the waiting room she was saying things like " I don't want to live without him here." I was trying so hard (and succeeding for the most part) to be strong for her and Dad...well that was it for me.
I guess why I am so emotional right now, good thing I know where the keys are because sometimes I can't even see the screen, is because this is the first time I've seen my parent's mortility. They are only in their early 60's and so I have alot of years left with them God willing but gawl the thought....anyway I'm not going to go down that road because I dont have to thank GOD! Thank-you for all your thoughts, prayers and just letting me cry it out on here so I can go back at 8 tonight to see him (when visitation starts again) my strong self. God bless you all. Thank-you so much for praying for my Daddy.
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