Joining all of you on Monday
I can not believe that my time has finally come. At 730 Monday morning I will be getting my surgery. I am excited but really scared too. I know this sounds dumb but I am afraid I will not wake up. I have waited a year and a half, have had plenty of time to think of this decision. Why I am scared right now. I am not afraid of the changes because I have made so many already. I now know I can handle life after surgery. I am just afraid of going under. I have been under before about ten years ago for my gall bladder removal and I felt the same way then too. Please pray for me on Monday.