Fatal Surgery

YES IAM WORRY TO BUT,  IT CANT BE THAT BAD  BECAUSE EVERYONE IS GET IT DID , I WILL BE GETTING MINE DID ON 30 JUNE.  CANT WAIT TIME IS TICKING  AND TOMORROW I START MY DIET SO TRY TO PUT IT IN THE HAND OF THE LORD  BECAUSE HE WONT LET YOU FAIL

First, congratulations on your date!  I know you have fought long and hard to get to this point.  I must agree with everyone else.  While the risk of death exists, it is very small.  The risk of getting killed in the drive over is much greater.  I did think about the posiblity of not making it through the surgery, but not very much.  You will do great. 

Hey Everyone,
Thank you for all of the supportive words, even the not-so-sugar-coated ones. I really do understand that this surgery will help me to have a better life with my children and husband and allow me so many more opportunities that I wouldn't have otherwise.  I guess when you look at your own mortality it can scare you if you aren't ready to leave this world. I am gong to have faith that whatever is meant to happen will and let it go. The stress of worrying is doing damage to my body and is the opposite of what I want to accomplish. I want to be able to get healthy and stay healthy. Thank you all so much for your support. I needed it and will continue to need it. The community at OH is a lifeline! I will try to stay busy and practice good thoughts each day:)
Becky