my 2 year surgiversary

As i sit here feeling sad for Dr. Ludwig (my doctor who lost his home in the fires up here in no. cali) i am also celebrating my 2 year surgiversary. I sit here and think back at the 2 yrs of my life after surgery and i would not in any kind of way give it up for anything in the world. I have been through many emotional ups and downs but it had made me who i am today. I have learned to accept were i am at in my journey and work on the here and now. I feel as if my weight has plateud (sp?) for a reason maybe i am not ready to be were i need to be weight wise but i am healing from within. I am digging deep into my soul to figure out my emotions and past situations because i DO NOT AND WILL NOT go back. I did pull away from the board for a while but im slowly coming back to this. I enjoy this i love having people i can talk to and understand what i am going through. I sit here and celebrate with my online buddies because my husband is to busy to care but i can now say it is his loss. I am becoming happy with who i am and i cannot wait to be content 100% because boy i can tell you this i will not be so needy for love anymore cause i will have within myself. Whatever my husband gives me will be the xtra frosting on the cake i already have. THank you all for listening to my long blabber but i just wanted to let you all know that i hold you dear to my heart and we are all in this together. luv ya from here in itty bitty tiny biggs!!    OH yeah and i am now 205 from 322 two years ago....thank you all for your support throughout my life journey!!

Hi Nancy!

Congratulations on your anniversary! You have done an awesome job and you look awesome! Hope to see you at support group.

 

Lauren

Hi Nancy! Congratulations on a job well done!  You look amazing I hope the fires don't get too close!  Be safe and be well. Take care, Sare

Congrats Nancy, on your two years!!

Keep up the great work... you are doing deep, good, emotional work, and it's worth it!

God bless you... and your doc...

Lori

Hey Nancy....I am happy you are coming back to the boards slowly as you put it and a huge congrats on your surgiversary!!! You have done great! I know it is hard to understand why we plateau when we do, but do not give up....look at your food gf..and I am telling you if you do that 5 day pouch test thing and then stick to a low carb diet, you will kick start your weight loss again big time!

I think it is great that you have your self acceptance and feel good about yourself because you should and you are so right about how your healing comes from within.....no one can do that for you....no amount of love or whatever from someone else...it all comes from you and how you love yourself and letting go on the demons.

Congrats again!! 

PS...super sucks about your doc losing his house.....and all the others who have....scary stuff....are you safe from the fires?