A bit of the Irish Luck Monday to you all!
“When you find peace within yourself, you become the kind of person who can live at peace with others.” –Peace Pilgrim (1908-1981).
Good Morning All.....
I do hope you all enjoy your day of green....
Have you ever felt like you disappointed someone so bad you felt like crying? Well that was my day yesterday. Kevin asked me a question (about buying something) and when I told him that I could not afford both payments, I could hear the smile slide off his face in his answer. OMG WOW How that hurt. He was so disappointed in my answer that his whole mood changed, he was silent for a few seconds before saying a few other things, then hanging up. I didn’t hear from him the rest of the day unit he called to say good night, and that was a short call because I thought I was going to start crying again. After his call, I went to bed and cried for a long time. I have not felt this bad in a years, and right now I am scared to talk to him. I am sure he is over it and has not giving it a second thought, and its my problem, that I really need to get over it. But after years of be happy and even proud I feel like a failure once again, and OMG I hate this feeling. I don't know what to do. On one hand I feel like I should talk to him about it, but on the other hand, I feel like I should just forget about it, and if he brings it up, maybe then talk to him about it. I just don't know.
Thank you for letting me whine.
L
on 3/16/08 10:56 pm - Long Beach, CA
Top o' the morning to ya, lassies and lads... it's St. Paddy's Day, to be sure!
I spent a nice day with mom and dad yesterday...yes, he is looking perkier now that the IV antibiotics are through. He goes to the doctor today to see about the wound in his tummy...to see if he can get the colostomy bag off of it.
God is good...and through all of this, He is bringing our family closer together...
Have a fabulous day, all, and thanks sooo much for the prayers...
xoxo
Lori
Keep doing what you're doing, Keep getting what you're getting.
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Good St. Patrick's Day Morning to you too Janine! D and I had a great time hosting our annual St. Patty's day get together yesterday afternoon. There was a great crowd and everyone seemed to really enjoy themselves. Mom, being an Irish lass herself, was a center of attention. The Wii was going non stop all afternoon and we had a ball. When not playing you could hear gales of laughter coming from the living room! Thankfully, though the day was quite cool, the sun was out most of the time and there was no rain so people were able to socialize out on the patio. We worked late into the evening cleaning up though and neither of us is feeling much like going to work today! Wishing you, and ALL the Cali Crew, a wonderful St. Patrick's Day Monday Janine!