SP2 JenDenni

SP2JenDenni
on 3/6/08 8:23 am

Hey Jen how are you doing? Are you working really hard? I just really wanted to pop in and wish you a great day even though the day is almost over. I am sure you might be working. How are things going in terms of getting closer to surgery? Surgery is the best...well not the healing part, but the ability to have a tool to control your intake of food is priceless for sure. Given we are so close to the weekend, what are you going to be doing? You know there is going to be an extra hour of daylight! How exciting that spring is coming eh? Well have a good evening Jen and know that I am thinking about you.

Jeni H.
on 3/6/08 11:22 am

Lap Band on 10/16/08

Thank you SP! You are just what I needed tonight. I don't know why but today I totally blew it! i have been doing weigh****chers just to help me to stay structured and I was pretty upset at myself because I gained .4 of a pound last week...and today i started out good, spoke to my husband on the phone at lunch and he was having a cheese burger and a milkshake and i don't know..........i ate my WW meal like I always do then had some WW candy, LF popcorn and then on the way home I stopped and got me a chocolate milkshake!!! What is wrong with me? I am feeling like poopie-squats now. I think I'm upset that I called the Surgeon's office and the Counselo that I saw did not turn in my Psych Eval last week like she said she would. I waited an extra 3 weeks just to see her! I just thought I would be sitting on that loser's bench by now and I am dissappointed and frustrated. I don't have to be on a pre-op diet mind you but it was just something that I wanted to do for myself and I feel like I let myself down and that I am a failure again. Gosh!!! What a "pity party" I am having tonight!!! I'm sorry....I just need to get it out I guess. Thanks for listening. Jeni

Do not ask the Lord to guide your footsteps if you are unwilling to move your feet. God, Please help me to move my feet!!!

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