I am going out of my mind
I am going out of my mind , all I can think about is eating and sugar is what I want , I have not craved sugar before surgery and up to now have been eating well and normal for a rou ny person i have really been good about not eating it (sugar) I don't have it in my house , but I feel like I could bust a wall for some hard candy , what the hell is going on , and I have gained 2 pds in the last month and I'm working my ass off at the gym training and running, I'm feeling like a ******g hamster on the wheel all the time . I tried seeing a counselor in Courtenay, that was a joke , she wanted to talk about maybe I was sad that I had copped out ........What, I'm not sad I'm terrified I will **** this up, this great thing that has been handed to me http://images.obesityhelp.com/_shared/images/smiley/msn/crying.gif