In about 12 hours, I will have my surgery

I have so many emotions racing through my head right now (along with racing to the bathroom b/c of the bowel prep..lol). It seems like I have been so focused on just getting to this point, I can't believe I am almost at the finish line. By this time tomorrow night, I will be on the losing side. I'm not scared of the surgery..I have had complete peace about the surgery the whole time I've been doing everything required. But, I am starting to ask myself about the whole emotional aspect of it all. Will I even know myself after the weight is gone? For my whole adult life, I have been overweight. I don't know what it is like to be thin. I'm entering into a whole new world here. I am sure the journey will be amazing, but there is a little bit of fear of the unknown. I have to shift my thinking from just getting to the surgery date to working the tool to lose weight. I'm just going to look at it as one day at a time. Not only will there be physical changes, but emotional ones as well. *deep breathe* See you all on the other side. Judy

Will keep you in my prayers also. Lamont

Gooooooooooooooo Judy!!! Yay! You're going to "hot and healthy" in just a few hours! Best wishes to you for zero problems and zillions of happy moments ahead1 Huggggz, Joyce

Congrats Judy. Take Care of your self and we'll see ya on the losing side soon! Tiff