crazy roller coaster ride

Hi everyone...
Just a  note to tell you I'm sorry I've not been in contact for so long.  I honestly thought I was going crazy after losing my husband to suicide.  So many emotions and questions....so much guilt and sorrow.  So I hid....but I feel myself gradually coming out of the darkness and I can see life is worth living again.  I just wanted to say hello and tell you how much your love and prayers meant to me during that tragic time of my life.  I know it still isn't over but I know I can make it now....for awhile I wasn't really sure....I got a message from a dear person here and never received notice through email that I had gotten it.  I think I might have used an email account here than I no longer use.  Does anyone know how to change it to my current email address???  I've looked but can't figure it out....
So nice to see you all again. You're looking good!!
Love,
Jeannie

Jeannie,
So good to see you back.  I know that life has been rough for you but know that we love you and support you in all of your trials.  I cant say I know how you feel or that I know what you have been thru, but know that I love you dearly, as we are sisters w/kindred lives.
I too lost a husband suddenly, to a heart attack, but I know the cir****tances were totally different.  Just know that you are a wonderful woman, and you are an inspiration to us.  Come back, play w/us and let us know how life is treating you.

Much love and happy wishes for a great 2010!!1

Rhonda D.

Rhonda...
Thank  you so much!  You are a very special person....and great encourager!  I feel like I've been in a cave but it's time to come into the sunshine!!
Best wishes to you for 2010!!
Lots of love,
Jeannie

Hi Jeannie,

So very glad to see you here and that you're doing better. A blow like this must take a very long time to recover from. Please remember we're here to lend a hand, or a shoulder to lean on. Also, we still need to get that cup of coffee at the Buck's one of these days!

Let me know

Thank you!  I would love to meet for coffee sometime...I am in Hot Springs now but do make it that way on occasion!  :-)  We still don't have a Target or Kohls!  lol

Well, that's just sad.  If you ever get to the Target or Kohl's in Benton, let me know. I'm only 5 miles away

Take care!

Let me know if this ever happens!  I'll make a trip out if it means I can meet Jeanie. :)

Jeannie

It is good to see you back here again.  We have missed you. 

I can't imagine going through what you have been through.  All I can say is that I hope your life gets better and stays that way.

My thoughts are with you and I am so glad you're back.

Wen