Just Keep us in your prayers!!!!

Ok here I am again, crying as usual, but love you all so much you will never know. 

Was in Little Rock today, thinking I would go to the support group meeting, but just COULD NOT do it.

I had an appointment today with my Lung Specialist at Baptist, Dr. Nancy Rector, whom I adore.  Well, she shot me out of the saddle but loved me back to life.  I am still Extremely sick as she put it, am in NO shape to be around folks, have NO resistance to infection or illness at this time due to the steroids.  She told me today that I sounded worse than she had heard me in 3-4 YEARS!!!!  Totally revamped all of my breathing meds in my updraft machine, added 2 new ones, increased the times of day, and put me on steroids until after Christmas.  I CRIED huge tears, she hugged me and said, its that or in the hospital on IV until then. SOOOO, I dried my tears, hugged her back and thanked her for loving me and my family and for being more than a doc.  (She held me when they told me my first husband had died, she was there in the room with me!!!!, more than a doctor)  I will be on and off the puter for a while, as I am battling some major depression, I have gained 20 pounds since November 3, and its a battle. 

I know it is medicine, but still a very mental issue,  I pray that you will all keep Mike in your prayers especially as he is doing all he can to keep me on top of the world, he truly is the best man in the world and God knows I cant live w/o him.  I'll pop in from time to time, but know that I love you all, and I appreciate you all more than you know.  Due to the mental issues, I may not post, b/c I dont want to be a discouragement to anyone.

Love you all, thanks for the beautiful messages, calls, cards, but most of all your prayers. 
If you are on the Card list, look for a very unique card from us in the near future.  Working on getting it ready, then will send it out.

Love to all,
Rhonda D.

Sorry you are still so sick.  We missed you tonight.  Get well soon.

GIRL YOU NEED TO BREATHE!!!!!!!!!!

Its ok. GOD only gives us as much as he knows we can handle. I been there done that.  We all have been tested this year. Some more than others. I stopped posting because of some attitudes I have received but you can pm me anytime and call me if you still have my number. If you dont have it Susan does and you can ask me in pm for it. I dont mind.

Your not a discouragement to anyone. If people truly care then they will be there for you. I see you as an encouragement because you have not given up!!!!! Thats the key. You can lose the regain. It may be harder or take extra effort but you can do it!!!!!

Huggs and Kisses
Tammy

I know that we have never met but I feel like you are an old friend already since coming on here.  Your posts are usually the first ones I read.  Hang in there.  With all you and your loved ones have been through this year, no wonder you are feeling down.  Besides all of the stress and strain of all the illnesses ya'll have had to be dealing with, there is winter which brings a lot of seasonal affective disorder out in a lot of us, all of the holidays so close together, and everything else this time of year brings.  Hang in there like I know you can and this too shall pass at some point.  We do love you and I think about you often as everyone else does.  We can understand if you're not around on here too much but please let us know you are o.k. from time to time until you are feeling better.  I'll be wishing the best for ya'll.