I'm Not Walking.

I have decided NOT to attend the walk tomorrow.

I was planning on it up until the very last minute - but decided today not to attend.

I hadn't even registered yet - but that's no excuse.

If I went, it wouldn't be for me - it would be because I had been planning on it and told Dr. Baker I would.  No part of it would be for me and I desperately need some ME time.  Actually I really need me DOWN time. 

The walk just became another "have to" on my schedule and I honestly cannot handle another "have to" right now.  I need some BLANK calendar time where I wake up and don't know WTF I'm going to do. 

Sorry if I have disappointed some of you.  I'm a little disappointed in me too.  But I really NEED a little downtime. 

Everyone have fun. 

Wen

I'm sorry you won't be there.  I was looking forward to getting to see you.  But I understand when you need ME time.  You have to do what's best for you. 

You enjoy your ME time, take you a long hot bath with some smell good salts or one of those bath bead balls with smell good oil in them.  Lock the door so no kids will come running in yelling mommy.  (Thats what my mom would do).  And just close your eyes and relax.  I always liked to stretch out in the tub and lay back so my head would be in the water and only my face would be out.  Don't know why, but laying there with my ears in the water, so I couldn't hear anything was always soothing to me. 

Have fun.

Wendy,
I totally understand, I had work obligations come up that then got canceled.  I decided still not to go b/c of money. Would cost me almost $35 to drive up and back, then lunch and all that, and I just wasnt prepared for it, then w/me being sick and stuff, I just decided to spend the day w/Mike and ride my horses!! Enjoy your day off, hope to see you in October at the meeting!!!

Hugs and much relaxation,
Rhonda D.