tuesday

well here I am back at work. friday went to the gym saturday did nothing sunday Gym Nazi took me to Louisiana to meet some of his family monday I turned 38, heard from my kids, and my hair dresser, Gym Nazi bought me a gift and went swimming at the pool at the golf course. My sisters and mom have yet to contact me.....ya know changing my life and moving away from my family does not seem so hard anymore. They have opened my eyes in the last 2 months and I am ready to move on they can either be in my life or not. Ok I did not hit my goal for the week of weighing in it 149.9....I actually gained....152.5 is what my scale says, prolly water retention...I was at 150.5....blah. ok so anyhow things are gonna be rough for me on many levels...but I will not get down and out. Slight boughts of sadness......but not down and out. ok well yall have a good day tammy

You hang in there and don't give up. You are doing great. When you get down sad try and keep your chin up and remember how well you have been doing? Sounds like Gym Nazi is becoming an important person in your life. Seems to be doing good things for you and maybe brining a smile into your sadness.
I pray thing keep getting better for you.

Gym Natzi has become the closest thing to a best friend...its strange too bad he is not a girl and the same size we could share clothes....hahaha My family does not approve of him....because he is a black man.....guess they are different people on the inside...must be created differently.....who know. I am gonna have to stop calling him GYM NATZI.......he is not so bad......really nice actually. ok cya later..gotta work tammy

that is to bad about your family. I hate that when people judge someone because of their skin color. I have always believed and taught my children that people are the same regaurdless of color. THere are good and bad in EVERY COLOR. You need to decide if you like a person or not by there actions not there color.
If you like being with him and he treats you good than that is what counts. You have a good time and be happy. Everyone deserves happiness.

thank you for listening...it is too bad,,,,,,,,you know we even get discriminated against due to our weight. Society is horrible.......

right now he is just my best friend.........we can relate we are alike and both addicted to the gym.

its all good