PLEASE READ, IF YOU READ ANY POST TODAY.... I'M SO VERY SORRY

I am so mad at myself, because previous to surgery I lived on here clinging to every word, of every post....Even missing sleep because I thought I might miss something I needed.  My post the last few days I hope hasn[t swayed anyone to think differently about the surgery.  I feel like a million bucks today.  Let me explain.......  First of all, I prayed yesterday morning, that I feel better.  Now I'm not a church goer everytime the doors are open, but I know who my savior is.  I still couldn't let it go...... So I called my sis away from her flooding problems( we had major devistation in our small town from rains), she took me to ER where I spent 4-5 hours hooked to iv's with 2 liters of liquids and 4 different meds.  1 was the phentergan instead of a shot.  I came home still feeling bad, but as the evening went on I wasn't as bad as I thought.  I did managed to drink a WHOLE 8 oz of gatorade and 3 crackers.  I took another phentergan pill and fell asleep for almost 3 hours.  I woke up, checked the computer again to see if I had any new suggestions....... Reading them all..... whomever Gods_destiny is.......  You are a true angel in disguise!!!!!  I prayed and just told the lord I have a husband and 4 wonderful children ( 1 of my own) to take care of.  I feel that I was given that job, and shouldn't depend on them to do all of that...... I told him I needed to get back to work, I couldn't live the way I had the last few days.....I went to bed....... When I woke up this morning, I left the new depressed good for nothing girl in the bed!!!!  The old fighting, ready to take the world over, get up and do for someone else girl..... yeah, well she got out of bed this morning.... went to town bought a few groceries, checked on my new neice and came home ate a bowl of oatmeal and fixin to cook supper.
so I just want to apologize to all that were mislead by me, or have second guessed this procedure.  I am sooooo sorry!!!!
I am doing well.  Looking forward to supper.  I AM DOING GREAT
I DO WANT TO SAY THANKS FOR ALL THE PRAYERS AND SUPPORT AND LOVE FROM EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU

Whew!  I'm so glad you're feeling better!  You know, I've had a lot of surgeries, coming up on #'s 13 & 14, and each time I tell myself afterward that I must get up and moving so I can get better and take care of my family.  I really think just pushing yourself a little will make you get moving, and the more you move, the better you feel. Before you know it you're feeling great and all the worries and yuckkies are behind you. Keep up the good work, and remember, we're here for you Big hugs

I'm glad to hear that you're feeling better.  I actually read this post before the other post, so needless to say I was really confused and past by.  Once I read your other post, it clicked in my head what's going on.  Good luck to you in your journey.  Believe that there will be some hard times ahead, but with your OH family here for you at all times, trust that you won't have to go through it alone. 

YAY!  I'm SO glad you're better!  Prayer does change things for sure!