I am still here

well I am still here. Buried my lil peanut tuesday. Went to my sisters for the 4th. Back at work today. I am off all next week. Dont know if I will post during the time off. A part of me is missing now. I just dont feel the same. My daughter thinks I am crazy...because I sit beside Louies grave and talk to him. I dont know maybe I have lost it finally.  yall have a good weekend and be sure to drink your water and take your vitamins. take care, tammy

Tammy, Hey babe, just wanted to say, Im glad you are still here.  I dont think you are crazy, when my horse died I would go and stand at his stall, even though he wasnt there.  You do what you have to do to cope.  Part of your life is gone, and in time, you will cope.  You will never get over it or learn to like it, but we have to go on.  Just know that we love you and are here for you if you need us.  I have burried several, so if you ever wanna talk, just send me a private message w/your # and I'll call you, I have unlimited long distance. Hugs, Love you tons, you are such an inspiration to us Rhonda P.S.  86 pounds gone FOREVER

thank you. i think one of the reasons I am taking this so hard is because i got him when he was only 5 weeks old. he was my baby. I cant have any more kids and rene and I raised him as our baby. he only lived a few months but he was everything. I have other dogs and a slew of cats. But Louie was "our" baby.

I feel very alone. I am out at his grave at 2 am. I am lost.  Maybe it will be better in a few days. I guess it was the shock of a healthy puppy just getting so sick so fast and dying. My old timer cat is going on 15 years and I expect him to go. Never would have dreamed Louie would go. Well anyhow thank you for the kind words. love ya all Tammy