Surgery day?
I'm 2 hrs away. I have to be at Crestwood at 6:30am. I'm not real nervous about the surgery as I'm nervous about why I'm still going. I still have the runs sorry (TMI) and I expected they would look like water by now and it doesn't is this normal. Sorry gross I know but I figure were all adults here LOL. I'm nervous when the doc cuts into my stomach it's still going to contain food and my last optifast was at 6:00pm and water at 11:00pm. I didn't sleep well last night I figure it was due to nerves. I kept going over scenarios in my head of things that could go wrong and asking god to watch over me and my family. I prayed a lot. I'm a little scared. There I said it. I've been trying to be so possitive but I worry that I'm going to let everyone down. I know this is all about me but I really need to succeed at this not only for me but for my family. I have a very blunt doctor I worry he'll get in there and back out because he'll say I did something wrong or my body isn't up to par. I'm scared. Well anywho I'm gonna go got much to do before I leave. I'll be at Crestwood Medical Center in Huntsville Al if anyone is interested, I didn't get an OH angel so I'll be the one updating you guys. I will as soon as I can. Thanxs everyone for you love and support and pray for my quick recovery.