Can you help me

Thank you!.... It just's nice that you took the time to reply... A kind word... their are no words to describe how it make's me (anyone) feel, I feel like a failure many days... I really appreciate that... hugs back to you also..
Cathy

We all have feelings like that Cat.  Some days I seem to stew in them too!! But then you now know you need to brush yourself off and make it happen.  You have that tool I so desperately want, need!!  I hope to get on that losers bench with you one day.  So, baby you gotta get it together so I can follow you!!  LOL.  Any time you wanna talk to a fat chick, lemme know!  Hugs

I believe you will get their... I read post everyday ever since 2003 but this is the first time I have really posted. I saw "Merchant Girl" in the doctor's office one day several years ago and I believe I shocked her when I spoke to her and called her Merchant Girl". I'm going to try hard to repair my tool and become a "glorious loser" again. I would be proud to be a loser with you or anyone of you. Let them call us "LOSERs" any day of the week.

Debbie, I know Donnie at Victory Chapel very well. When My MIL was living we would take her their to visit because she grew up around the cotton mill village down the road from the church. My mother also grew up in that area her maiden name is "Robinson", you may know her also. My father's sister married a Smitherman and I have several Smitherman cousins. They are from the Lay Dam River Area. I'm not going to give up but if Dr. Sherer told me I was a failure it would just about kill me!!! I have a problem with low self esteem. I have battled my weight all my life... I'm so short a barely 5 foot, 5 pounds on a taller person looked like 50 on me.. Dr. Stahl should have never said that to you, doesn't he know that when we look in the mirror that we don't see a skinny Cinderella. With all the money that the doctor's are making, that is something I don't want to hear. I would have been very upset... I have seen and heard from working in the medical field that "Most" doctor's run people in and out like cattle... On the appointment list a patient is suppose to only be allow 15 mins. You could say I just don't have confidence with to many doctor's.. Thank you for replying... I will start by stoping all coke's and drink un-sweet tea, and try the 5 day pouch test, and hope I can get this swelling down in my hands and feet. I have high blood pressure, my primary doctor put me on Lyrica for hip pain and I think one of the side effects is swelling.. I have had just a few swallows of diet coke, because I was choking on a boiled egg...LOL. Tomorrow I'm going to go to the park and try to walk a mile... takeing me some water.. It might take a while.. Thank you again for talking to me and please stay on my behind, to walk, drink water, and eat my protein first....
Cathy

Debbie,
I wish I was able to attend Victory, Sunday for their homecoming I have always loved their singing... We attend Chestnut Creek and my daughter's announcement of her graduacation on May 9 will be shouted from the ceiling to the floor. LOL
I would love to be your support partner ... With that beening said I have been a bad girl.. and I know better. stress...bills, that's what get me and beening unemployed "Cabin fever" is getting the best of me. I think I am going to get some peanuts and go feed the squirrels at Goose Pond Park, anything to get out of this house... you can email me at [email protected] and I will give you a web address so you can view pictures of Chilton county.