Hey ya'll
Thank ya'll for you replies, toughts, wishes, prayers & anything else!
Thank you's to my wonderful SP & Little Ladybug for my cards!
Now for a few details....
The surgery was open, it is a small incision for open & I think my Surgeon was fastidious about that because of my TT!! lol! My Surgeon was definitely a Godsend. He took about a foot of colon out & then he said he found a total blockage. He sai he had no idea how I was able to go to the bathroom, I replied "I couldn't, tht was the issue!!" lol (at the end, it was lucky if I went 1 a month & that was with Amatiza, 2 bottles -yeah! 2!- When I did the prep kit I barely went & it was rough! That kit is not nice to you!!! Had I been able to go from it, I am sure it wouldn't have been 1/2 that bad!) He got it all fixed, got me out & as I have already told you, it went downhill from there.
I expected pain, I truly did, but my Lordy! I just keep telling mysel my pain is nothing compared to others. I have to admit, I have been angry @ God for MANY years, since he took my mama s young, but me, my mama & God had a long detailed conversation in the wee hrs one night, before I had to get myself up & go to the bathroom. When I went "pee" it hurt more than anything I had ever dealt with & I knew I had to get up & go again. After my conversation/prayer or come-to meeting, whatEVER you want to call it, it was soooo much easier, it was amazing. My hubby has been wanting to attend church for a while, but I was not interested. Part of MY deal was I promised, when my hubby returns home, we will attend church & I fully intend to keep my promise. (I know Carmen will esp. appreciate the above!) I had thought I had a loss of faith but Carmen made me realize that was not so. After ALOT of soulsearching, I came to the realization that it was anger.
When my Surgeon released me he shook my hand then held on to it & said "You scared me! See this gray hair...." hahhaha. I told him my hubby has told me that, more than once!
Just wanted to update ya'll on the detils. Hope your day is going well!
Bonnie
Thank you's to my wonderful SP & Little Ladybug for my cards!
Now for a few details....
The surgery was open, it is a small incision for open & I think my Surgeon was fastidious about that because of my TT!! lol! My Surgeon was definitely a Godsend. He took about a foot of colon out & then he said he found a total blockage. He sai he had no idea how I was able to go to the bathroom, I replied "I couldn't, tht was the issue!!" lol (at the end, it was lucky if I went 1 a month & that was with Amatiza, 2 bottles -yeah! 2!- When I did the prep kit I barely went & it was rough! That kit is not nice to you!!! Had I been able to go from it, I am sure it wouldn't have been 1/2 that bad!) He got it all fixed, got me out & as I have already told you, it went downhill from there.
I expected pain, I truly did, but my Lordy! I just keep telling mysel my pain is nothing compared to others. I have to admit, I have been angry @ God for MANY years, since he took my mama s young, but me, my mama & God had a long detailed conversation in the wee hrs one night, before I had to get myself up & go to the bathroom. When I went "pee" it hurt more than anything I had ever dealt with & I knew I had to get up & go again. After my conversation/prayer or come-to meeting, whatEVER you want to call it, it was soooo much easier, it was amazing. My hubby has been wanting to attend church for a while, but I was not interested. Part of MY deal was I promised, when my hubby returns home, we will attend church & I fully intend to keep my promise. (I know Carmen will esp. appreciate the above!) I had thought I had a loss of faith but Carmen made me realize that was not so. After ALOT of soulsearching, I came to the realization that it was anger.
When my Surgeon released me he shook my hand then held on to it & said "You scared me! See this gray hair...." hahhaha. I told him my hubby has told me that, more than once!
Just wanted to update ya'll on the detils. Hope your day is going well!
Bonnie
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe
Thanks Carmen, I knew YOU of all people would be tickled pink about this! There were actually more things that happened to open my eyes (from him), When I get the strenght I will share them with you.
All I can say is "Thank you"!
Love ya,
Bonnie
All I can say is "Thank you"!
Love ya,
Bonnie
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe
Deep down I have always known this Gwen, but anger is such a powerful emotion......
I am doing my best to get better, from what I am hearing the differences in me from each day, were nothing short of a miracle, so apparently, even though I have not seen it, I have been getting better by leaps & bounds. so hopefully I can be good to go here shortly.
I am doing my best to get better, from what I am hearing the differences in me from each day, were nothing short of a miracle, so apparently, even though I have not seen it, I have been getting better by leaps & bounds. so hopefully I can be good to go here shortly.
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe
Hi MeMaw,
I sure miss your smilin face!!
I sure miss your smilin face!!
"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
— Marilyn Monroe
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