not a good update

sorry for the no update. I had surgery just fine, total blockage.

Recovery however, was/is not good. My heart rate staed very low for about 3 days, during that time, my blood pressure & oxegen bottomed out. The ox. bottomed out because I develpoed fliud in my chest, so they inserted a chaest tube, if you have never had 1, it is very painful because the tube hits a nerve in ur back. The fluid
"bruises" right under your ribs, so you cannot beath very deep on about 3 accounts. I went to ICU either the 1st or 2nd night.

I have been totally confused for several days having long contiuous dreams
(if I close my eyes I start a new dream, ifI am awake for very long, then I can open my eyes & anytime I close my eyes, I go back to the same full screen dream!
I have been thing I have been "held agaist my will" & being transported....among many other things.

now my bladder id spasming from my jp drain, so pretty much, i can't win for losing

i will try to update, i have worked 0ver an hr on this one, trying to get my words & spelling just right, so forgive any things that may be wrong

thanks for asking about me & the 1 email from my sp!

you are in my prayers

Oh Bonnie,

I am so sorry you have been through so much misery.  You and your family are in my prayers.  Get well soon my friend!

My prayers are with you Bonnie. I just know you are gonna make a full recovery and not suffer anymore! Keep us updated and get some rest!

Sweet, sweet friend, you are in my prayers.  I am so sorry you are having such a tough time with all of this.
With Love,  Jackie

Prayers continuing for you Bon, so glad you got able to post an update.  May each day you get better and better.
Love ya,
Michele

Bonnie,
Am praying today that you will start to heal and get better finally..  Feeling bad from surgery makes us feel down and out mentally as well..
Hugs and Blessings
Shirley

Hang in there Sweet Pea

It WILL get better.  Hopefully those dreams will turn into dreams of a wonderful vacation with your "true love". 

BTW, did he get home?

Bonnie!  WOW MY FRIEND!  I had no clue you were having surgery complications!  I've had 3 chest tubes and I know what you are going through in that dept.  PLEASE know we are praying for you!  I will start a prayer chain at church today!  You mean so much to us and we WANT YOU WELL!!  Please tell me they let Mike come home to be with you!  God bless you and I love you my friend!

prayers continuing for you bonnie!

Hugs,
Donya