HOW CRAZY IS THIS???

I go to the doctor today to have a biopsy done. Instead, he checks me out and is going to send me to the Montgomery Breast Center for a mammogram and biopsy and then I have to return to him to determine what kind of surgery I need. I thought he was going to do the biopsy, at least that's what I was told. This just sounds weird to me. And when he said surgery I almost came off the bed. Nobody said anything about surgery - unless he just means taking out the cyst. I was so upset I didn't even ask questions. I'm normally very calm and can handle pretty much anything but for some reason this has upset me today. I'd blame it on PMS except that those days are long gone.

Also, please help me pray for my daughter and SIL. They are not on a fixed mortgage and its time for it to switch to an adjustable rate. There's no telling what their payment will jump to and they aren't even making it financially now. We need God's help!!

On another note, I got on the motorcycle Saturday and was scared to death. I couldn't even ride it for 5 minutes. I had to turn around and go back to the camper. I haven't been scared like that before. Now I'm not sure that I want to keep trying. I froze and forgot everything I had learned. I felt like such a big failure but Leo was still so sweet. I know he will be dissapointed if I don't learn to ride but right now I don't even want to get back on that thing. He's already bought the motorcycle but he says we'll put it up for sale if I don't want to try again. Maybe I'm just having a bad week.....I feel like I'm on a roller coaster ride with my emotions. Sheesh!!!!

Love you guys,
DebbieDoo

Oh my sweet friend.  You know...I am praying that God will take care of you and your family.  This is such a critical time for so many people.  I know that God has healed you and you are going to be fine.   Just hang on to your motorcycle.  You may decide after all of this is over that you indeed do want to get on that thing and feel the air in your hair.  That is the best feeling in the world sometimes.  I love you and I am praying that you feel God's love and total presence in your life right now.  Love you!!!!!

So sorry you are going thru this Debbie!! Praying for you my friend!!
Love,
Michele

I just want to run to you like you did to ME when I was in Mtg in the hospital!!  I LOVE YOU DEBBIE and I am in tears reading this!! I wish I could be with you right now!!


I love you so much my sweet friend!
Lindy

Debbie, I hope he just didnt word things correctly. It is scary wondering about the results but I just know everything will be ok
When I first started on my motorcycle it was around the block. It was pretty scary the first time I did more than that. It will all come to you. Just be patient and you will be ok.Dont push yourself. You can do it.
we will have to have a motorcycle mama gathering....you and your red one can lead the way
Big Hugs to you

AWWW Debbie!  It will be ok.  All I can say is please be careful.  Terrell already wrecked Anthonys bike and busted the tail lights out of it.  For some reason I too have been rather scared to get back on one.  The last tiem I rode is when I wrecked the off rode bike so....I'm a bit .
By the way I think we are on the same rollar coaster ride.  It has been a rather stressful week and it just started.  Leo loves you sweetheart and it doesnt matter if you ride or not he is still going to love you!  I love you too!


PS since the darn motorcycle class is so expensive only Ant is going to take it for now, then Tee and then me!  Ant goes to Montovallo the 1st week of September and is not allowed to ride the bike no mare than 2 miles away from home until then!

DebbieDoo,
As others have posted...don't give up! I know how it is when you get scared riding and believe me, I've been there!  We went riding a few weeks before my class and went to make a left turn into a gas station and my cruiser quickly turned into an off road motorcycle .  All I saw was a FEDEX truck with a female sitting in it with me coming at her.  I stopped and really wasn't that close to her but I wasn't on the pavement where I was supposed to be either .  All I heard over my engine was my friend screaming STOP.  I don't know which of us were more nervous. For a moment he fussed at me, then we sat and had lunch and both calmed down before the trip back home. When we got home, I told him I didn't think I wanted to drive again until I completed my motorcycle school training. I think that was the fastest response of "I agree" I have gotten out of him in a long time.

You are just having a trying week so try to think positive!

In class on Saturday I had a talk with one of the students and told her if she wasn't in the class because she wanted to learn then she probably needed to come back another time when she was ready to do the class for herself and not because her husband wanted her to take the class.  The lady's first husband was killed on a motorcycle and now her current husband bought her a motorcycle and seemed to be pressuring her. This is SO sad!

Keep us posted!

Hugs,
Beth

Debbie,  I love you girlie!  I'm praying for you and GOD IS FAITHFUL!!  Hang in there.  I love you my friend!

Hugs to you Ms DebbieDoo...!!

Oh Miss Debbie,
I will be praying for you. You know how satan can get a hold of us and we tend to have a terrible week I will pray that things calm down and you can ask the questions you need and the fear will go on the back burner. take good care of yourself until later
Hugs Donna